Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Nowhere But Up


Scriptures:     Ruth 2:1-23, 3:1-5, 4:13-17,  Psalm 146    Hebrews 9:24-28       Mark 12:38-44

 Some slightly “cleaned-up for church” lyrics from an old Jim Morrison song, released in April 1971, just a few months before his untimely death:


Well I’ve been down so long that it looks like up to me.
I’ve been down so very long that it looks like up to me.
Why don’t one you people c’mon and set me free

I begin with these lyrics, not only to stir up memories for the hippies among us, but to ask a question….What does it feel like to hit rock bottom? …. And not only to hit rock bottom, but to be stuck at rock bottom, to be held to rock bottom with Velcro or even crazy glue, to have “been down so long that it looks like up” to me, to you?   What does it feel like to grasp here and there for straws of hope, only to have them break off in our hand, and then have someone else’s boot come down to smash our fingers because we dared to hope for something better? 

Of course, in twelve-step programs, it’s common wisdom that recovery cannot begin until a person has hit bottom….and “bottom” can comes in all shapes and forms.  I’m told that at one time in some AA circles, the joke went that in wealthy Chestnut Hill, one was considered to have hit bottom when the maid quit.  But in all seriousness, addiction takes people terrible places, cutting addicts off from family and friends, driving them to theft and prostitution and worse, with “jail, institutions, and death” at the journey’s end.

But people hit bottom in other ways, and often from circumstances beyond their control….the death of a loved one, a devastating illness or injury, extended unemployment, especially if our skill set no longer has a place in today’s job market.  Our country’s treatment of our injured and disabled veterans is appalling, an abomination, and I think of Brian, a vet that Mark and I know, slumped in his wheelchair by the side of Knights Road just off Woodbourne Road in the Northeast, or Matt, a vet I see at my SEPTA stop near work, missing an arm and a leg – though he has an artificial leg – from his military service.  Matt told me once that despite multiple surgeries, he’s in constant pain every minute of every day, and yet he does what he can for himself, taking the train from Norristown to Philadelphia and back most days to collect and sell scrap metal to a friend in Philly with a scrap metal business.  What does “up” look like for him, or for Brian?  What would it look like for them to have restored to them at least a measure of what their military service took away?

Our reading from Ruth and our reading from Mark’s gospel tell of women who have been down, who due to circumstances beyond their control have hit rock bottom.  In our reading from Ruth, both Ruth and Naomi have been widowed, Ruth quite recently.  While Naomi and Ruth had been living with their husbands in Ruth’s homeland of Moab, they’ve just made the journey to Bethlehem, the home of Naomi’s late husband.  They’re grieving hard, they’ve been dislocated from the place they’d been living, and they’re destitute.  And, just to make things worse, as a Moabite, even though Ruth is with Naomi, she’s somewhat suspect, because relations between Moab and Israel had sometimes been hostile.  In today’s terms, imagine an aging Israeli widow who had been living for years in Palestinian territory with her late husband and family, and who has just arrived home in Israel with her widowed Palestinian daughter-in-law – and  you might get some sense of the side-eyed glances and whispered conversations that Ruth’s presence would have generated.

So Naomi and Ruth arrived in Bethlehem, Ruth as a somewhat suspect stranger in a strange land, and Naomi deeply embittered by all that had happened to her family.  But they had to eat.  Part of the social safety net of the day was provision for what was called gleaning, according to texts such as Leviticus 19:9-10:
When you reap the harvest of your land, you shall not reap to the very edges of y our field, or gather the gleanings of your harvest. You shall not strip your vineyard bare, or gather the fallen grapes of your vineyard; you shall leave them for the poor and the alien: I am the Lord your God.
So, risking hostility from the landowner or his servants, Ruth, who was both poor and an alien, looked for a field in which she could glean, that is, gather any heads of grain that had fallen to the ground or that the harvesters had missed.  We’re told that, quote, “as it happened” – and there’s a lot of room for divine intervention in those words – “as it happened”, Ruth gleaned in the field of Boaz, who turned out to be both wealthy and a member of Naomi’s extended family.   Ruth’s care for Naomi inspired Boaz to act with compassion; he not only instructed Ruth to stay with his workers, but then instructed his workers to be a little extra sloppy in the harvesting, leaving more than usual for Ruth.  It’s at this point that Naomi snaps out of her bitterness and begins to stage manage matters for Ruth so that Boaz will think of Ruth not only with pity, but also as a potential love interest…and the story ends happily ever after, with the descendants of the union of Ruth the Moabite and Boaz the Israelite including not only King David, but Jesus.

“Well, I’ve been down so very long that it looks like up to me.”   Naomi and Ruth had hit bottom, were down, down, and down some more.  The Lord did not forget Naomi and Ruth, but provided for them through their own resourcefulness – Ruth’s in taking the initiative to glean, and Naomi’s in recognizing and working her family connections - but also through the kindness of the community.  But in so doing, the boundaries of the community itself became wider.  Suppose Ruth had followed Naomi’s initial advice to go home to her own people in Moab, as Orpah had done. Opportunities for blessing would have been missed, and none of the “happily ever after” stuff at the end would have happened.  Suppose Boaz or his workers had objected to Ruth’s being a foreigner and driven her away from the field?  None of the blessings at the end would have come.  Or, even allowing that Boaz let Ruth remain in his field, suppose he had been a stingy person and instructed his workers not to leave anything for the gleaners.  None of the blessings at the end would have come.  Naomi and Ruth were down, had hit rock bottom, and at that place were met by God and blessed by God in unexpected ways, and became a blessing for others.

When we hit bottom, God can also meet us where we are and bless us, sometimes through the generosity of some of the most unlikely people.  The other alternate Old Testament reading for today, in which the prophet Elijah lands on the doorstep of a widow and her son who were preparing to eat their last bit of food and then starve, requested and eventually got hospitality from the widow, and in response God provided that the grain and oil would be sufficient for all three, tells a similar story – a prophet of Israel blessed by a widow from outside the community.  Jesus’ parable of the Good Samaritan tells a similar story, of a Jewish traveler being ignored by the religious leaders of his community but cared for by a Samaritan passerby, someone outside his community to whom the Jewish traveler likely would not have given the time of day.

God can bless us in unexpected ways, and God can use us in unexpected ways to be a blessing to others….if we’ll allow it, if we approach our lives with generous spirits and open hearts and hands.  Our stewardship, our tithes and offerings given to this church, is not meant only to keep the church itself going…important as that is, and as small as we are, it been through the hard work and dedication and generous giving of a faithful few that the doors have stayed open at all.  But the blessing in that is not for ourselves alone, but for the wider community.  And as we’ve opened our doors to more and more people, we’ve blessed others, and we’ve been blessed.

We have a story of this here at Emanuel just this week.  You may have noticed the announcement in the bulletin about Maritime Academy’s intention to donate a slew of canned goods to our church.  Our mini food cupboard has been going for almost a year, and has helped out four of our families along with occasional as-needed assistance to others – but it’s a very small operation.  Prior to this week I’d never even heard of the Maritime Academy, but they’re located in the Arsenal Business Center on Bridge Street near 95, and they describe themselves on their website as a charter school that provides students in grades 3 through 12 with a rigorous academic program with a special theme of maritime studies, including nautical studies and maritime business.  I got a call from Kathy White this week saying that the students at the academy, over 300 of them, are collecting nonperishable food - at least one can per student and maybe two or three cans or more - and want to donate it to our church.  And my first thought was “why us?  We’re so tiny?”  But one of the leaders at the academy was with us for the baptism of Kathy’s grandson Benjamin, and she remembered us.  And now we have a different challenge…what to do with potentially hundreds of cans of food – but that’s a nice challenge to have.  And beyond the can drive, the students  want to continue to bless us by preparing hot meals for our members.  We’ve welcomed Jim and Kathy and their family and friends, and in blessing them, we’re being blessed ourselves.

Which brings me to the other woman in our readings who has hit rock bottom, the widow who gave her two small copper coins to the Temple treasury.   This woman has been held up as a model of faithful stewardship, giving what little she had and trusting God to provide.  And we are called to step out in faith, to tithe and to trust that God will provide.  All of that is true.  And yet, the woman’s giving comes in the larger context of Jesus’ criticizing the religious leaders of his day for their false piety, in making long prayers in public while devouring widows houses in private.  Just as he’s speaking, along comes this widow to prove his point that while the wealthy gave out of their abundance – out of their leftovers – this widow gave all she had to live on, even though it was such a small amount that the Temple folks probably wouldn’t notice it one way or the other.  We have to trust that God blessed the widow for her giving, but Jesus did not bless the Temple for its receiving….indeed, in our reading next week, Jesus proclaims that the Temple is doomed to destruction.  Those who benefit others are blessed, but those who in their greed grab everything for themselves are condemned.  

“Well, I’ve been down so long that it looks like up to me.”  When we’ve hit bottom, may we trust in God to provide, perhaps in unexpected ways from the least likely people, and may we open ourselves to being used by God to provide for other sisters and brothers who have fallen on hard times.  May we be a blessing to our neighbors, and in so doing, may we be blessed. Amen.

Safe At Home (A Sermon for All Saints)



Scriptures:  Ruth 1:1-18, Psalm 24    Revelation 21:1-6,  John 11:17-44



Today is All Saints Day – in the German tradition, Totenfest – when we remember our departed loved ones, family members and friends and members of this congregation and of the wider church who have gone on to be with the Lord. A number of them are listed in the bulletin – but we all know many, many more whose names and memories we hold in our hearts, far too many to name at any one time.  It is on occasions such as All Saints that we truly remember how interconnected our lives are, how much our lives impact one another.  We do not live only for ourselves nor do our deaths affect only ourselves.  All of us hold memories of our loved ones who have passed – tender moments, funny stories – and sometimes sad memories as well, moments of misunderstanding and tension.  All these memories, for good and bad, are a part of what made our loved ones the unique individuals they were – and in God’s sight, still are.

The lives of our loved ones, and the memories we hold, the stories we tell about them are not only a part of our individual stories and the story of our church, but they are part of something much bigger, the “Great Story” of faith that began in the Garden of Eden and continues to this day, and will continue until time becomes eternity and we shall be with the Lord.  Many of you, especially the longtime members, have told me stories of those who shaped your faith – faithful ministers like Pastor Steinberg and Sunday School teachers like Mr. Bauer, stories of the members of the church who welcomed you when you came here as children – some of you clutching the nickels your parents gave you for Sunday school – and many of the longtimers still remember the verses you memorized for your confirmation, and who else was in your confirmation class.   And so the faith of those pastors and teachers lives on in you, in us.  On one level, our lives are fleeting – as the book of James says, we are like a mist that is here today and gone tomorrow.  But in God’s eyes, our lives, our stories, and those of our loved ones hold eternal significance.

We encounter two such stories, very human-scale stories, in our readings today.  In our reading from Ruth, we’re given a story about a family – and it’s a kind of blended family, with a Jewish mother named Naomi and her husband, Elimelech, both from Bethlehem in Judah, who were living in a foreign country, Moab.  They had two sons, Mahlon and Chilion who married local Moabite women.  Naomi’s husband Elimelech died, and the two sons died as well – we’re told that their names, Mahlon and Chilion, respectively mean “Sickly” and “Frail”, and so the story tells us up front that we can’t expect them to go the distance.  So the Jewish mother is left with two Moabite daughters-in-law, Orpah and Ruth, all in deep shock and grief.  For those in our church, and I know there are some, who have lost multiple family members in just a short time, you know what this feels like – you feel immobilized, going from feeling numb to feeling like you’re going to cry and never stop.   In that patriarchal society, women were entirely dependent upon their men for survival, and a woman on her own had few respectable prospects for survival – to remarry if young and fortunate enough, and if not, to beg – and then there were more desperate options, such as prostitution.  We’re told that this story took place in the time of the Judges, which was sort of like the “wild wild west” of ancient Jewish history, a lawless time when everyone did what was right in his own eyes – in other words, every man for himself, every woman for herself.  And so these three devastated, immobilized, grieving women can expect no help whatsoever from their neighbors.  And, just to add one more layer of tragedy onto this story, we’re told there was a famine in the land of Moab – but, in a small note of hope, that Naomi had picked up on rumors that back home in Bethlehem, there was bread.  So Naomi plans to return home to Bethlehem, and she encourages her Moabite daughters-in-law to remain in Moab and remarry.  Both the daughters-in-law want to go with Naomi, but one of them, Orpah, eventually kisses Naomi and goes to her family’s home in Moab; her part in this story ends, and we hear no more of her.   But Ruth utters this extraordinary declaration of faithfulness to Naomi – “where you go, I will go; where you lodge, I will lodge, your people shall be my people and your God my God” ….even to the point of saying, “where you die, I will die, and there be buried.”  We’ll be reading more about this family and this story in coming weeks, but , spoiler alert, Ruth marries a Jewish man, Boaz, and her great-grandson would go on to become King David….and so for her faithfulness to Naomi, Ruth is forever remembered in the history of the Jewish people….and because Jesus was descended from King  David, Ruth becomes part of the Christian story as well.  Of course, Ruth expected none of this.  She just did what she saw as the right thing, the faithful thing, under very difficult circumstances.

In our Gospel reading, we hear about another family devastated by grief, two sisters, Mary and Martha, and their brother Lazarus, who live in Bethany, a town two miles outside Jerusalem.  We’re told that Jesus had a special love for this family.   Word came to Jesus that Lazarus was ill…but strangely, Jesus delayed two days in going to see them.  By the time he makes his way to Bethany, Lazarus has died, and has been in the grave for four days.  He encounters first Martha and then Mary, and both say the same thing, “If only you’d been here, our brother would not have died.”  If only. But Martha hangs onto a sliver of hope, “Even now, I know that God will give you whatever you ask him.”  And Jesus says, “Your brother will rise again.”  Martha says, “Yes, I know, he’ll rise at the resurrection on the last day.”  And Jesus says to Martha, “I am the resurrection and the life.  Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live, and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?”  Jesus says to Martha, basically, I’ve got this.  Do you trust me?  When he encounters the mourners, Jesus weeps – but then asks those there to roll away the stone, and raises Lazarus.   We’re told that after the raising of Lazarus, Mary and Martha and Lazarus gave a dinner for Jesus….and we’re also told that the religious authorities had plotted to kill Lazarus, just as they had been plotting to kill Jesus – but then we’re not told anything further about Lazarus.

These are two stories of how God provided comfort in time of grief. These are two stories of the saints of God….and on All Saints Day, we remember our saints – not only the famous saints such as St. Francis and St. Patrick, but all those anonymous but faithful people who have lived and died in the faith. 

We all have our own stories of how God has comforted us in times of grief.  It’s so hard to let go when a loved one goes to be with the Lord.  My father died just as I was beginning my time as pastor here at Emanuel….he’d been on dialysis for several years due to kidney failure, and then developed pancreatic cancer.  The pain of his pancreatic cancer quickly became more than he could live with, and so he stopped dialysis, and with the assistance of home hospice, he passed peacefully.   It went very quickly – Thanksgiving weekend 2007 my dad had been up patching a hole in the roof of his workshop, and by early January 2008 he was gone…..just a little over a month.    After he passed, I discovered by chance that I still had a voicemail from him on my cell phone….just a mundane voicemail from a few months before his death, saying he’d left the dialysis center and was going home, and he’d call back later.  Over the course of coming months, when I missed my dad, occasionally I’d play that voicemail.   Eventually the inevitable happened – after playing the voicemail, at the end, instead of hitting save, I hit delete, and so I accidentally erased it – and I guess it was at that moment when I could no longer play back that voicemail that I finally had to let go of my father for good.  But I also realized that, as much as I missed my dad, I wouldn’t have wanted him back as he’d been….the voice on that voicemail sounded old and tired, bone-weary tired, utterly drained, exhausted, and I wouldn’t want him back if it meant more suffering.  Finally I had to believe for myself the same thing I’d often told others, that all the suffering of his last few years was finally over, that he was in a better place, that he was with God – and for me, that was enough, and that is enough.  Jesus said, “I am the resurrection and the life…do you believe?”   Jesus telling me, “I’ve got this.  Do you trust me?”  It was enough for Martha, and it’s enough for me.

At a UCC meeting a number of years ago, the keynote speaker, Amy-Jill Levine, a noted Jewish author who wrote a book about Jesus called “The Misunderstood Jew”, said that Christianity was like football – the goal is to get into the endzone, into heaven – while Judaism is like baseball, where the batter is trying to get home – for the author, this is a reference to Jews needing to have a land to call home.  But as I was preparing this sermon, while I appreciated the point Amy-Jill Levine had made, I thought the baseball analogy also applied to Christians.   When we are born, we come from God, and when we pass from this life, we go back to God.  We’re remembered for what we do while we’re here – just as a baseball player is remembered or maybe forgotten based on his success in rounding the bases and playing in the outfield and such.  But those who pass from this life to be with the Lord, really are in essence going home. 

And what a home!  Our reading from Revelation gives us an amazing vision – “the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I” – that is, John, the author – “heard a loud voice from the throne saying, ‘See, the home of God is among mortals. He will dwell with them; they will be his peoples, and God himself will be with them; he will wipe away every tear from their eyes.  Death will be no more; mourning and crying and pain will be no more, for the first things have passed away.’  And the one who was seated on the throne said, ‘See, I am making all things new.’ 

That’s the promise we remember on this All Saints day.  That’s the hope we cling to, that though we are but strangers and sojourners in this life, God has a home prepared for us, where we will live on in God’s presence.  May our words and actions bring glory to God and live on in the lives of those around us, until we are all safe at home indeed with God. Amen.



Seen and Heard (A Sermon for Reformation Sunday)



Scriptures: Job 42:1-17,  Psalm 126    Hebrews 7:23-28       Mark 10:46-52

Today is Reformation Sunday.  We celebrate Reformation  Sunday on the last Sunday of October, when we remember that Martin Luther, an Augustinian monk, nailed a list of 95 theses, 95 opinions in which he disagreed with the Roman Catholic church of his day. Nowadays, he probably would have posted them to his wall on Facebook, but instead  he posted them to the cathedral door in Wittenberg, Germany – and, as we’d say today, his post went viral.  Copies eventually made their way to Rome, and the Pope was sore displeased.  While Luther had no intention of leaving the Roman Catholic Church, in 1521 Luther was excommunicated,  and declared a heretic and deprived of the protection of law.    Despite all this, Luther’s opinions spread, and inspired other reformers, such as John Calvin, whose teachings inform the Presbyterian church, and Ulrich Zwingli, Zacharias Ursinus, and Caspar Olevianus, whose teachings inform our Reformed tradition.   As often happens, the reformers’ convictions about God’s grace quickly became entangled with secular politics, and there’s no need to recapitulate all the religious wars and other ugliness that ensued.  Now, nearly 500 years after Luther’s act, it would appear that some quarters of the Catholic Church itself has come to accept the validity of at least some of Luther’s teachings, particularly Luther’s teaching that we are justified by grace through faith[1] – a central affirmation of Lutheranism and of Protestantism in general, and a strong contrast to the teaching of the Catholic church under Leo X.  But in 1999, in a joint declaration with Lutherans, the Roman Catholic church affirmed that teaching. It’s notable that in a 2011 visit to the monastery in Erfurt, German where Martin Luther had lived, Pope Benedict XVI noted his appreciation for Luther’s deep faith, his focus on Jesus, and his emphasis on the importance of Scripture. Pope Benedict said that the question that occupied Luther:  “What is God’s position toward me, and where do I stand before God must, in some way, become our question too.”[2]
                                                                
Where do we stand before God?  Our Gospel reading is instructive.  It takes place as Jesus and the disciples are making their way to Jerusalem.  We’re told that they entered Jericho.  The next thing we’re told is that they were exiting Jericho.  We’re not told what happened in Jericho, except that as Jesus and the disciples were leaving Jericho, a large crowd was following them.   We’re also told that a blind beggar, Bartimaeus, the son of Timaeus, was sitting by the roadside.  No doubt he heard the noise from the crowd, asked someone what was causing all the commotion, and was told it was Jesus of Nazareth. And Bartimaeus saw his chance: Mark’s gospel tells us that Bartimaeus started shouting “Jesus, son of David, have mercy on me!”  “Son of David”….where did that come from?  It would seem that for a blind man, Bartimaeus had uncommon spiritual vision, to understand that Jesus was not just another traveling healer, but the Messiah who was promised.  Many around him tried to shut him up and suppress him, but instead Bartimaeus cranked up the volume:  “Son of David, have mercy upon me!”  Jesus stopped and said, “Call him here.”  Some in the crowd told Bartimaeus, “Take heart, get up; he is calling you.”  Throwing off his cloak – which he would have used for warmth, and also to collect the coins tossed his way – he sprang up and came to Jesus.   Jesus asked Bartimaeus, “What do you want me to do for you.” Bartimaeus replied, “My teacher, let me see again.”  And Jesus said to Bartimaeus, “Go; your faith has made you well.”  We’re told that, “Immediately he regained his sight and followed him on the way.”

Where do we find ourselves in this story?  Do we find ourselves among the disciples, who in this story are in the background, following Jesus and taking in all that is happening?  Do we find ourselves with Bartimaeus, along the side of the road, needing healing?  Do we find ourselves among in the crowd telling Bartimaeus to shut his pie hole and let Jesus be on his way?  Where do we find ourselves in this story?  As it happens, this questions sounds strangely like the question that Pope Benedict said was of such importance to Martin Luther:  “What is God’s position toward me, and where do I stand before God.”

Martin Luther would likely have located himself as sitting next to Bartimaeus, a blind man in need of healing.  Blind man in need of healing, sinner in need of grace – the emphasis is on our need, and on Jesus’ power to save.  Before God, we are all of us broken and in need of healing; all of us sinner in need of saving – and it’s well to remember that our word “salvation” is related to our word “salvage”.  All have sinned and gone astray, and the creation itself groans in bondage, and Jesus is doing a salvage operation on a global scale.  Despite our brokenness, God loves and values us so much that God is willing to do everything possible to save us, to bring us back to wholeness.

Sometimes we forget who we are, and instead of sitting with Bartimaeus, we take our place with the crowds shouting for Bartimaeus to shut up.  We in the church are supposed to be leading people to Jesus, but sometimes we get in the way, particularly around people who don’t meet our specifications for what a church member should look like and sound like.  Not only in our own lives, but on a global scale, throughout history the church has gone through periods of complacency and false pride, when we forget just how moment-by-moment dependent on God we really are.  The Reformation took place during one of these moments, and there have been many others, in this country when slaves and their supporters shouted from the side of the road for liberation, and the mainstream church tried to shut down the conversation, when women and their supporters shouted from the side of the road to express the reality that they are fully created in the image of God just as men are, and the church tried to shut down the conversation; when poor people and black and brown people and immigrant people and people with disabilities and gay people shouted from the side of the road for mercy, shouting that the church was failing to fulfill its mission toward them, and the church tried to shut down the conversation.  In all these cases, like the crowds, the church tried to shut down the conversation, and in all these cases, like Bartimaeus, those on the side of the road cranked up the volume instead.  And that persistence has brought results, although one hopes that all struggles will not take the nearly 500 years that it took the Catholic church to recognize at least some truth in Luther’s writings.

It’s interesting to contrast the requests that people have made of Jesus in our Gospel readings over the past three weeks.  The nameless rich young man asked Jesus what he must do to inherit eternal life, but when Jesus told him he had to leave his wealth behind, he was unwilling to follow.  James and John requested seats at Jesus’ right and left hand in glory, requests they were unworthy to make, and Jesus refused them.  Bartimaeus requests restoration of his eyesight, and it is granted to him.  Unlike the rich young man’s inability to leave his wealth behind, Bartimaeus did not hesitate to leave his filthy beggar’s cloak behind; somehow he knew he would not be needing it again.  

Jesus’ question to Bartimaeus is Jesus’ question to us:  What do you want me to do for you? In order to answer, we need to recognize our own need, our own brokenness.  And we too may have beggars cloaks that we need to leave behind, behaviors and attitudes that have enabled us to get by in our brokenness, but that will not be helpful in the new life to which Jesus is calling us.

After Jesus healed Bartimaeus, we’re told that “immediately he regained his sight and followed Jesus on the way.  May God grant us spiritual vision to see all that God would show us. May we have eyes to see our neighbors who need healing, and who are calling us from the side of the road.  May we help them and not ignore them.  And where Jesus leads, may we follow. Amen.


[1][1] http://www.vatican.va/roman_curia/pontifical_councils/chrstuni/documents/rc_pc_chrstuni_doc_31101999_cath-luth-joint-declaration_en.html
[2] http://vaticaninsider.lastampa.it/en/world-news/detail/articolo/papa-pope-el-papa-germania-germay-alemania-ecumenismo-ecumenism-8346/